"Then Paul answered, 'Why are you weeping and breaking my heart? I am ready not only to be bound, but also to die in Jerusalem for the name of the Lord Jesus.'"
Acts 21:13
For believers, the exhibition of a sacrificial spirit confirms that Christ is our definitive inspiration and that we desire to honor His example by placing the needs of others before our own. Sacrifice encompasses many areas that daily impact us: finances, relationships, physical needs, time allocation, and so forth. When we understand that this earthly journey is not about satisfying the selfish longings of our heart, we discover an outward focus that seeks to give continuously and generously. The meaningfulness of sacrifice became more apparent to me when I discovered some amplifying information about a sizeable investment my parents made in my education.
I never really counted the tangible cost of receiving a diploma when I was in college. Perhaps because I grew up in a home setting that encouraged the pursuit of continued learning (both my parents received extensive schooling, each earning undergraduate degrees, as well as graduate degrees) I initially took the scholastic opportunity for granted somewhat. In high school, Mom told me that if God opened a door for me to attend an undergraduate school, and I obediently submitted to His direction, then God would help our family overcome any financial impediments. Therefore, I entrusted the outlays associated with university instruction to the Lord and to my mother’s prayerful administration. After high school, I devoted four years of intense study to a private college. Truly, it was amazing academic experience, which yielded an undergraduate degree that I still hold in great esteem.
Two years later, I became a newlywed, just after I was hired into an entry level position with the federal government. My wife, Dawn, and I were both working towards diplomas. Dawn was a couple of years away from completing an undergraduate degree while I was a couple of years away from completing a graduate degree, a graduate degree that was made accessible though nighttime satellite campus courses. Dawn and I quickly realized our fiscal situation was a strained one. Because we were determined to pay for school without incurring student loans, we stretched our makeshift budget as best as we could. But there were many days when I worried we would not have enough to satisfy the monthly bills, much less our college fees.
One day, I told my mother how difficult it was to afford educational costs in conjunction with everyday living expenditures. Immediately, I was curious as to how Mom and Dad had managed to send both me and my sister, Karen, to college without incurring debt. My mother said it was not easy, especially considering for two consecutive years Karen and I were attending college at the same time. But what Mom went on to say floored me. Because my grandmothers had passed away in my late teen years, my parents were bequeathed inheritance allotments. Mom and Dad decided to use a considerable sum from those estates to fund my higher education, as well as Karen’s. The moment this truth was revealed to me, a wellspring of gratitude poured through me. It was a tremendous sacrifice. Where some parents might have been inclined to exhaust newfound capital on themselves via a new house, car, vacation, or the like, my parents chose to dedicate a substantial portion of it for me and Karen’s undergraduate studies. Knowing that my parents would choose to sacrifice so much for my academic development continues to motivate me. In fact, their sacrificial blessing is so impactful that Dawn and I have committed financially to offer it to our children, should they desire it.
Sacrifice brings believers to a state where they are prepared to surrender themselves and their belongings for the cause of Christ. The trappings of this world hold little sway over people wholeheartedly devoted to the considerations of the Lord. When God’s redeemed and eternally adopted children come to the point that they are ready to lay down their lives for Christ (should it be required), material objects and possessions become much easier to give away.
Ultimately, sacrifice is about giving in a heart and spirit that is representative of God’s benevolent nature. Few knew this better than Paul. After his call to missions, he sacrificed much vocationally, relationally, physically, personally, and financially. Prior to Acts 21, the apostle was maligned, mocked, beaten, and imprisoned. Amazingly, the worst was yet to come. Per God’s directive, Paul’s ministerial road was destined for Jerusalem (Acts 20:22). The apostle did not know what he would encounter, but he knew it would be difficult for it would entail prison and adversity. Emboldened by the courageousness of the Holy Spirit, Paul set out for Jerusalem.
According to Acts 21, Paul and fellow disciples traveled to Jerusalem, making several interim stops along the way, which was customary for sea travel in the ancient world. Paul made good use of the momentary sojourns in the various cities en route to Jerusalem by fellowshipping with brethren in the faith. The church in Tyre, in particular, supplied the apostle a moving sendoff, similar to the passionate farewell recorded in Miletus at the end of Acts 20. It would seem that the Christians in Tyre sensed (through the revelation of the Holy Spirit) the severe pain and suffering that would soon befall Paul. Hoping to see the saint avoid brutal tribulation, the Tyre disciples pleaded with Paul not to go to Jerusalem. But Paul was resolute. He would not veer from the course God had chosen for him. Paul knew obedience requires sacrifice and he was ready to pay the greatest cost. Paul’s group eventually landed in Caesarea (the nearest seaport to Jerusalem), where they lodged at Philip the evangelist’s home. This is same Philip that was introduced in Acts 6:5, when he was appointed one of the seven financial overseers in Jerusalem. In Caesarea, the Holy Spirit reaffirmed Paul’s pending affliction through a prophet named Agabus (likely the same Agabus mentioned earlier in Acts 11:28), who predicted that the apostle would be incarcerated in Jerusalem and turned over to the Gentiles. This staggeringly specific forecast alarmed the disciples. Out of deep concern for Paul’s well-being, the believers implored Paul to avoid his Jerusalem-bound expedition.
The resistance to Paul’s mission, although expressed with the noblest of intentions, was not God’s desire. Paul’s captivity would be used for the Lord’s grand purpose and achieve something no other apostle would have been able to accomplish: witnessing to the highest civil authorities in the Roman government. When the believers in Caesarea realized that Paul could not be dissuaded from his sacrificial destiny, they left the matter to God, asking that God’s will be done. The interplay of human and divine volition is a topic echoed throughout the book of Acts.
When Paul reached Jerusalem, he was received by James, the half-brother of Jesus, and the entire church elder body. Luke’s isolation of James from the elder body in Acts 21 intimates that James had become the leader of the church in Jerusalem. Paul reported in great detail to James and the elders what had occurred in his ministry, a ministry that had reaped a large harvest from the evangelical seeds planted in the Gentile population. When the disciples heard Paul’s encouraging testimony, they rejoiced. The elders, in turn, shared with Paul that many thousands of Hebrews had embraced salvation through Jesus. Although Paul had experienced much opposition from his kinsmen during his exploits, James and the elders informed the apostle that some Jewish people were gradually turning to Christianity. The church body addressed the fact that many of the new converts were still very zealous for the traditions and tenets of the Old Testament, perhaps indicating that many Pharisees, the Mosaic law-minded stalwarts, had become believers.
To the elders, Paul’s presence in Jerusalem was potentially troublesome because two erroneous rumors had been widely circulated regarding Paul’s doctrine, both of which were gross distortions of the truth. The first false rumor stated Paul taught Jewish people to turn away from the Mosaic law. Paul never discredited Moses and never endorsed neglecting the historical or spiritual significance of the Old Testament. However, Paul did promote the understanding that Christ’s offer of salvation was superior to Mosaic sacrifice because it satisfactorily fulfilled the requirements of it. Therefore, Paul was not an adversary of Moses; he was a champion of Jesus. But to some, Paul’s refusal to exclusively teach the ancient covenantal precepts in order to wholeheartedly preach the new covenantal precepts was essentially an act of blasphemy. The second false rumor claimed that Paul did not condone the observance of ancient Jewish customs, such as circumcision. Recall that Paul requested Timothy be circumcised in Lystra so that Timothy’s future testimony to Hebrew audiences would not be hampered on account of the young man’s partially Greek bloodline (Acts 16:3). Paul’s primary emphasis on this subject was that Old Testament ceremonies were not essential to redemption because redemption comes through faith in Jesus.
To help confirm there was no shred of legitimacy to the rumors connected to Paul, the elders asked him to participate in a public Jewish-centric proceeding. Paul was to enter into a seven day purification process, a process that would symbolize the apostle’s humility and cherishment of the Hebrew legacy. Not only was Paul beseeched to partake of this ritual, but the church elders recommended Paul take along four other men and cover the cost of their sacrificial offerings, thus signifying receptiveness to Jewish practices. Paul accepted the advice of the church body and purified himself, along with the four men the church body endorsed, the very next day. A continual theme presented throughout Acts is the need to address and appease the concerns of mankind so that peace might prosper, provided the human-identified concerns do not compromise the content or character of the gospel. Even though Paul did not have to authenticate his Jewish ancestry through the seven day sacrament, he embraced the guidance of the elder body for the prospective sake of unity in the Jerusalem church.
When the week of purification was nearly complete, some Jewish individuals from the province of Asia noticed Paul inside the temple complex. Because Paul had been seen earlier in the week associating with Trophimus the Ephesian (who helped accompany Paul to Jerusalem per Acts 20:4), the people postulated that Paul had brought Trophimus into the interior part of the temple, an area reserved for Jewish believers. Trophimus’s Ephesian designation implies that he was a Greek man, and presumably uncircumcised. Even though there was no evidence corroborating Paul advocating Trophimus’s engagement in temple services, people began disseminating word throughout Jerusalem that Paul was in the temple, the holy and sacred Hebrew worship center, to defile it.
Jerusalem was instantly thrown into mad chaos. People went rushing in to the temple from all directions to apprehend Paul. They forced the apostle out of the innermost part of the temple to the exterior area and closed the temple gates behind him. Surrounded by a violent mob, the rioters began striking Paul, intending to kill him. When news of the uproar reached the commander of the Roman guard in Jerusalem, he took a small battalion of soldiers to neutralize the situation. The military’s close proximity to the temple (in the Antonia Fortress) helped facilitate a quick response, which almost certainly spared Paul’s life.
Upon the appearance of the armed forces, Paul’s beating stopped. The Roman military commander posted in Jerusalem, who will later be revealed as Claudius Lysias (Acts 23:26), subsequently arrested Paul and bound him in chains, assuming he was a criminal, or, at the very least, a rabble-rouser. When Lysias asked the crowd about Paul’s perceived transgression, the people shouted over each other to such a degree that no unifying charge could be ascertained. The commanding officer decided to deal with the matter in a private fashion and ordered the apostle be rushed to a nearby barracks. Incredibly, the wrath of the mob did not subside when Paul was removed from the temple grounds for the Jewish people followed Paul and the soldiers to the barracks. As the soldiers attempted to escort Paul inside, the bystanders reignited their fury and became violent, so-much-so that Paul had to be carried into the complex by the guards for his protection.
As Paul was being transported up the steps of the barracks he asked Lysias if he could speak to him. The apostle posed the question to the military commander in Greek, the cherished language of Roman society, which caught the officer by surprise. To this point, Lysias had surmised that Paul was a radical from Egypt who had steered four thousand people into the desert some time ago. Paul refuted that allegation by citing his Tarsus birth, which, to Lysias, meant Paul was not a wayward terrorist, but rather a man of sound heritage and education. Paul solicited the opportunity to address the hostile crowd, a query the officer granted. Having just undergone a ferocious, senseless attack, Paul lovingly longed to appeal to his clansmen. His message did not contain any hint of resentment or desire for his assailants to suffer for their barbarous behavior. At the core of Paul’s testimony was a yearning for the Jewish people to know that Jesus is the Messiah and that Christ was doing a miraculous work in his life. The warnings the Holy Spirit had given Paul, Agabus, and the Tyre disciples about the apostle’s travails quickly came to fruition. But Paul’s spirit was undaunted, as confirmed by the devotion he exhibited in his statement in Acts 21:13. The apostle told the believers in Caesarea that he was ready not only to be bound in chains in Jerusalem, but die for the name of the Lord Jesus. His earnest loyalty to God, a loyalty that yielded an unwavering readiness to sacrifice himself for Christ, identifies three elements of a sacrificial heart.
One, a sacrificial heart is a conditioned heart. Paul’s heart was so firmly fixated on God that he was able to submit to the direction of the Holy Spirit. On many occasions, the Holy Spirit had warned Paul that he would encounter misery and setbacks in his sacrificial labor. Paul received it and accepted it, revealing that a conditioned heart is a listening heart. It listens for the Holy Spirit’s guidance and obeys His commands. It does not place restrictions on what holy mandate it will surrender to. It allows the Holy Spirit to govern, no matter what.
In a world that promotes self-centered motives and aspirations, it is quite remarkable to behold Paul’s selfless temperament. His ability to maintain a humble perspective was fostered by his continual consideration of Jesus. Paul knew that his many physical and spiritual aches did not compare to the strain and sacrifice Jesus underwent at Calvary. As a result, he had authentic admiration and praise for the Messiah. Paul’s conditioned heart contained ceaseless motivation to submit to the Lord’s autonomy.
Two, a sacrificial heart is a committed heart. Paul was committed not only to go wherever God might choose to send him, but to allow whatever fate may accompany it. When Paul spoke to the believers in Caesarea about his preparedness to be arrested and die a martyr in Jerusalem, he proved the depth of his commitment to Christ. There is no clearer example of one’s allegiance to a cause than giving your life for it. Even Jesus said, “Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends” (John 15:13). Paul sought to honor the model, character, and commitment of his Redeemer. Christ, the Savior, displayed a committed heart, going so far as to sacrifice Himself for a defiant, hardhearted creation. In doing so, Jesus revealed a love that is not easily shaken and a dedication that is not easily broken. Clearly, commitment entails more than intentions, it entails action. It does not relent, even under threat of pain. Paul’s mindset was to imitate the unrelenting, sacrificial standard set forth by Jesus.
Three, a sacrificial heart is a convicted heart. Paul told the disciples in Caesarea that the impetus of his service was to bring glory to the name of the Lord Jesus. There was simply no other incentive. Paul respectfully wanted to do whatever was necessary for advancing Christ’s kingdom. If that meant he would be persecuted, so be it. If that meant he would absorb immense assault and excruciating torment, so be it. If that meant he would be killed because he professed Christ to be the Son of God, so be it. Paul’s candid confession exposed his consecrated conviction.
Paul summarized this contemplation when he later wrote an epistle to the believers at the church in Ephesus, urging them to emulate God and to live a life of love because Christ loved them and had given Himself as a fragrant offering and sacrifice (Ephesians 5:1-2). Paul’s Christ-emulated passage produced many sacrifices, including his very life (by way of execution). But the apostle was not burdened by such matters. To Paul, to die was gain for in death comes the promise of meeting Jesus, the mighty Rescuer, and worshipping Him forevermore (Philippians 2:21).